Sunday, 8 April 2012

Push Limits

PUSH the LIMIT is all I do! you too, PUSH your LIMIT and you get it!

25 years passed, time goes really fast as I didnt realize umur pun dah 25..selalu confius umur skung 23 ke?24 ke?hehe..if dlu org tnye umur bape mau kawen? I'll confident cakap 25! but im 25 now!Hidayah, wut happen?anyhow its all fated, I leave to HIM (the creator) as he knows...omputeh kate:"Save the best for the last"

Eversince im young I have few wishes bile dh beso and here we go!
1)After grad nak trus keje - checked! (thank god im working right after grad,wlpn first few sem mmg truk but I did get deans list for few time later coz im challenge my limit!)
pic time grad uolls


2)Nak sponsor Ayah & Ummi pegi umrah & Hajj -Umrah checked!, Hajj in progress(moga dimurahkan rezki utk itu,again disini Hidayah cabar diri utk capai yg neh)

wajah2 kasih umi & ayah

3)Nak tlg adek2 HERO ku -in progress (dorg neh monthly suh transfer lam acc dorg okeh! nk mntak ngn ummi & ayh mmg jarang sgt la..yela, adek laki neh die pendam susah ati nye so "long nk duet, long nk..bla n bla bla..)

4)My dream car - in progress, I drive one..kete makcik yg dh jadi hartaku sb tuh tak beli baru lg..sooner or later will do (jimat sbnar nye xpyh pk psl kete..tp I do have my dream car jgk kn)

5)Travelling with frez/famili -Checked! alhamdulillah rezki..Smpai kwn opis kate, tahun neh tahun vacation eh? ko nk kawen ke taun depan?hihi siapa tau kn?jumpa kat sane, time jln2 OMG!

Phuket- End of April, with Moksu ja and famili -just nice for me to hev vacation, been tired with works


Dublin - Early of June with BFF Cik tien (High Skool frenz) - My BFF grads!



Bandung -Mid of Sept with Cik lyn (kwn kecik2 smpai ke beso) -N yes,syurga shopping ku..pengsan!

6)Shopping & shopping whenever & wherever I nk! - always do!well gurls and shopping mmg la kn?

7)Houses -in progres, Im thinking of buying it..but, Ummi kate nk bagi,hihi..should i?(rezki jgn ditolak)
dream house, nk kene ade laman..fuhh kat kl kne keje kuat nk dpt yg ade laman neh

8)Kawen!(ouh mama,saya mau kawen!..OMG im getting old & i need HIM) - in progress, yeke in progress Hidayah?hihihi

moga tuhan temukn aku dengan pemilik tulang rusukku

I always said to myself, Hidayah anything is possible as long as you want to push your limit..im not a person who always get anything that I want easily..thanks god i really learn from that...sesungguhnya DIA tau Hidayah bole lalui ape yg diuji nya or else HE wont do that to me rite?Being in poor famili,waktu kecik2 ape yg nak selalu dapatkn dengan simpan duet sendiri nak mintak ngn ayh & ummi takut dorg susah hati..I got 4 bros, and we need money to survive..so if you wonder why i am so much into MONEY?here is the answer:Because  of them, they NEED me..AYH, UMMI & BROS they are my responsibility right now...yes MONEY is not everything, but tell me is there anything that dont need MONEY?Everything need MONEY rite?

three of us time kecik2, mmg rapat ngn makcik dlu kini & selamanya

I've learn to save as early as 7 years old..mase tuh tgk je kazen2 pakai bju cantek..yela dorg sume kat KL kate kn,mase tuh dyh kat kg lg..tgk bju dorg cantek nye la, mcm2 fesyen, color and all..fuh, mase tuh tgk plak bju sndri nape Hidayah xde bju cantek mcm dorg?tp xpenah tnye ayh & ummi simpan je sndri..sometimes, bju2 yg ade alter,mix & match sndri so that nmpak cantek mcm bju dorg..but one thing is, uncle & aunty never failed to get one for me jugak..if rayer tuh, bju ape yg kazen ade bju tuh la jgk Hidayah & adek2 dapat, xpenah rase kuang walaupun ayh xmampu tapi yg mampu sudi hulurkan bantuan..our famili bond was really strong..yes,till now im in KL staying with them...

kazens time rayer, neh ank dara je xtermasuk hero2 & yg kecik2

our big famili, ade yg tertinggal..during kazens weds


Learn from past, yes this is what im doing right now!Ummi & ayh I never regret being your daughter..tapi cukup bertuah  as I grow, im getting stronger and stronger..walaupun tanpa harta yang banyak untuk diwarisi, tapi ketabahan, kecekalan, kesabaran yang penah ummi and ayh ade banyak mengajar Hidayah menjadi ape yg uolls tengok skung...3K yg dorg ade neh will last forever..kalau ayh & ummi yg hidup susah mampu sediakan tempat tinggal,kereta untuk bergerak,pelajaran xpenah terabai..Hidayah yang punyai DEGREE harus lebih mampu..yeah! im pushing my LIMIT and I get what I want juga dengan IZIN ALLAH, insyallah..

Life is too short dear, choose wisely..dont take thing for granted,PUSH your LIMIT and believe me you'll get it..I've tried that....alhamdulillah i'll keep doing...


again, they are my big famili..famili kat KL..umi & ayh kat KG


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